The Envisaged Memoirs

 O' those eyes of amber brown, Like autumn leaves when sun bows down, Deep pools of warmth that hold my gaze, Setting my wandering heart ablaze. Porcelain fair, thy skin doth shine, Like moonlight kissed by stars divine, A canvas pure as winter's snow, Where angels' blush doth softly glow. Thy chocolate tresses frame thy face, Like silk spun with ethereal grace, Dancing light upon thy crown, As evening shadows settle down. Though small in frame, thy presence towers, Like morning dew upon spring flowers, A delicate yet mighty force, That sets my heart upon its course. But O' that smile, that precious sight! More radiant than the northern lights, Dimples deep as cupid's bow, Making my love forever grow. Petite and fair, my heart's delight, Like a star that breaks the night, In thy presence I stand tall, Though thou art beautifully small. Each gentle laugh, each sweet embrace, Fills my world with timeless grace, For in thy frame of modest height, Dwells a soul of e...

Thy not feel sorrowed   For the regrets feel abounding May the gods have not For charms doth favour us where the fortune dwells  Thy still doth feel my liking au fond For thee felt close to mallow  Now the gods knew the love to be abound  To make the sorrows must be an invoiable bond Alas thy be sorrowed For the secrets stay not discerned For the alcohol doth savour the same And the road ahead pretends unconcerned Thou must still agree  To walk thirsty Heartless lonely does thy feel this crowd Alas the sorrows still are a harsh heft Though momentary smiles Couldn’t help the perennial resents of our cleft Thy eyes be remembered in my vague memory Seems knowing the smile is thee Sweeter to the sugar  Joys of me that proliferate  No regrets No resents   Would I have For the words left unspoken  Scads are thee, beaus’  Unvexed am I for thee doth reminisce  For the plight remains broken Would thou bethink of me? Would not? Would tho...

Those peary black eyes                      Like a coxswain stuck in winds lookin for land   I dive into em for that’s where my heart lies Those warm talks  Feels soothing in the fall Complementing thine aroma  Makes me calm like woods in winter  Thee smile make me shiver  Like a slight hint of fire Thy touch liberates me from chills  The way it does to a believer  Thou enchanting little talks Pictures in my mind the way rain’s romanticized by a poet Under the pretty indigo sky as drizzle bears a life from an inchoate  I adore thou Years passing by Half past midnight  When I dream of you Shall the polaroids of us be bound  Like two swans in a lake clicked by emmets astound Away from worldly takes and frile heartbreaks Shall not thy be a need but a want  Ecstasy fell for those arms held me strong Mushy and snugging  My pretty little miss Partial are the rhapsodies of mine Wi...

Dawn of a new sun Contrasting and dull Alas we fret this time  For you left us , set adieu For eternity o kahna  Tough as it seems  Merciful as it gets Thanks for thy guidance  Thanks to thee Soul pure as snow Set to be free  Thy voice echoes in my ears Heart ponders  Eyes remember  Potraying thy smiling countenance  Dilutes my wordly afflictions Remembering all your sayings You shall continue thrive in my beliefs For all that matters is love  Residing in my heart’s archives 

All these dark vibes I can't stop thinkin ‘bout you, thy memories make me feel blue All these sleepless nights I spent ruminating To forget your voice  Smothering though sitting in the fallows I am sorry for your heart aint fine Though you decided to set apart Here my soul is ablaze For the fear of losing you  I do chase  For all the promises  you held me obliged Here I am reading old texts  stuck in this plight Don't you feel my melancholy Sure you ld forget me like I am    'nobody'

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An year lost away, Winter to summer to autumn, Seasons changed, time flew, yet those memories felt so true; I frowned upon the moonless night, moments of ours flaw, Forgetting those phrases I trite; It's been a blue moon For I saw you For I heard from thou I wish'd had we more time, Letting go off the moments seems a gray hue Thy Words reminiscing in my mind Veracious got my worst fear It's been an year.

‘Move on?’ Phrase got all conflicting approach in static minds   Or is it simply finessin thy brain into rationality??  Anyways, cheers to days on calendar  Passing into void , such a blunder Years of me findin it’s not all roses  Findin it’s better n quiet in the closet  Feelings hereby being unknown Strange it feels Seldom does reminiscing hits this hard Facades all along  Grateful for the pain  For i went through the vain  Sometimes abel sometimes propheC Yeah i listened them all  Did ya too?  Thanks for not caring  For in solitude i ve learnt to live  Stillness got me gazing Thinking bout inevitable death that dooms us all For i am grateful to you  Now moon seems more intense  Though lifeless it seems all glaring  Thanks to thee Vivid to monochrome Superficial to deepest of thoughts  Feel thine heartbeat,,such a lovely song! 

It was so obvious to you, Never had I in my wildest dreams thought, For the gloom our rift has brought, Why did thine spent hours, Canker mine gifted flowers, Too facile for thee to forget, At least a second thought for the clemency to be let, Vanity hold the roots, Mustn't be a true love, But a shallow wood with bitter fruits, Having spent years building trust, Thy swindle gave onto my heart an incurable thrust, I found peace in dark, I qualmed for the light, Ought to be separated, And at last the ark of love stifled when the waves escalated, swayed under the grey hue It was so obvious to you….

 O lord i have come a long way Looking in those stars far away ( for you, o for you ) Eyes cleansed n dry Though it's hurts n here my heart grew cold I wish i never lost ya I wish i never let go of ya I wish i always held you closer to my chest Feeling that heartbeat rise Beneath thine nervous eyes Your hands held in mine I wish i held you a bit longer Your memories only make this love stronger My last breath be named for ya I want to make you smile, i been tryin N i know you want to leave before getting drunk and high I wish our love could grow old In our small home thence we stayed Where the woods knew snow n day grew cold I wish i could see you smile (One last time) your voice felt in my ears just so fine I am here wandering lost without ya I need to hold you closer one last time I wish to feel that heartbeat next to mine Oh i wish you were mine (just mine  )

It’s the same dark sky Same moon same stars!  Yet so far Seasons transcended  This winter is full of blues Dry and cold it endures me  White and enthralling it lures thou Hoping for the summer  Fascinating the slumber  I grew old n clumsy Someday shall i be edificated For it doesn’t work ,the drug n dope  Milieu numbed from the empty hope Miles away thy further stray To where ‘erie’ flows  It grows silent under the cresent moon  Yet from dead a life grows  Under the same dark sky (Saved) for someday thou name Maybe (maybe not) For the stars won’t change For the winter shall come again But i hope I don’t stay to feel The same dark sky (dark sky )….

Surrounding me are miens.               Sorrow they show yet the gloom still glows   Feels just on inside  From the stars who shall descend For the lessened likeness in this might O’ my happyness , shall ye’ find me? In this universe damned are whose souls O’ my light, shall ye’ seek me out? Restless are the night for souls are freed  For the dark is brightest yet i cannot see  O’ my art, shall ye’ apprize my touch? If i paint thy body with the feel of my brush O’ my lamp, shall ye feel my warmth? When the dusk dimmers  Shall ye’ glaze in darkness of mine a light of a    remedy  Repenting all sins shall my soul be redeemed For the tiring are the spirits, vi el in shadows Like the deep murky sea  O’ my blessing, will ye’ still count on me ? Forces thou away are the ghost of mine Nature of the wicked and the knave Such passionate crime! O’ my starlight, shall ye’ gleam for me? Follow me to death and bring back...