The zero hour

All these dark vibes
I can't stop thinkin ‘bout you,
thy memories make me feel blue
All these sleepless nights
I spent ruminating
To forget your voice 
Smothering though sitting in the fallows
I am sorry for your heart aint fine
Though you decided to set apart
Here my soul is ablaze
For the fear of losing you 
I do chase 
For all the promises 
you held me obliged
Here I am reading old texts 
stuck in this plight
Don't you feel my melancholy
Sure you ld forget me
like I am  'nobody'